The Ending.

     So you just graduated and it’s finally starting to feel like you & I are coming to an end. I know we’ve been apart for quite some time now but it hasn’t felt like it was real until now. I’m beginning to realize that it’s really over. You’ll be going off to college soon and start your new life. And you’ll soon forget me as well. I’ll just be some worthless girl you had a thing with in high school. I knew it was going to be hard once you’d leave to college but I was ready to take my chances because our relationship was totally worth it. Now it’s even harder because I shouldn’t miss you since we’re no longer together but I do. I miss you so much already. I can’t imagine not having you around anymore. And the worst part about all of this is that we never even got to say goodbye. That truly breaks my heart. 

     I hope you find someone who makes you genuinely happy. Whoever you choose will be great and she’ll be the luckiest girl in the world because she’ll have you. And I’ll envy her very much since at one point that was supposed to be me. “And I hope the sun shines and it’s a beautiful day….” 

     Of course, I still love you. Always have, always will. You’re my first love. No one will ever be able to take that from you, ever. You’ll always have a spot in my heart. I have no bad feelings towards you, I’m not bitter, I don’t hate you. In fact, what I do hate is the fact that I can’t hate you. I wish you the best of luck in what’s to come. You have an amazing future ahead of you. Don’t ever let anyone tell you otherwise. You’re strong to handle whatever life throws your way. 

     I still love you, B. Forever & Always.